My summer is filled with work! Good thing i’ll be heading to PANAMA in a few weeks!! ahhh and i’m going for free! Thank you God for providing for me! May I be willing and continue to serve you Lord!

For the longest time i thought i’d take a break, and not doing anything but how can i just do nothing when the coming of the Lord is so near? How can i not teach or ne of help when now is when it’s most needed! May this year be productive for you Lord and that we USE our hands and feet to tell the world about you! Our Evangelism committee is so amazing! I pray that we may use these opportunities to furthur your kingdom! i’m excited for the single adults! God has so much in store for us! May we ALL be willing :] PRAISE GOD!!!!

Your love is higher than the skies up above, your love is wider than what i could dream of, your love is deeper, it’s the greatest of all

It makes me sad that we, as children, are so selfish! A mothers love is endless, fearless, boundless! Sorry for not being an obedient child and sorry for arguing with you. Where is my right to anyways? You cook for me AND washes my dishes, you work a 12 hour shift AND you still find time to clean. You sleep less than i do yet you do more in a day than i could ever. You also provide me with a house and a bed to sleep in. Where is my right to argue and not do a simple task that you ask of me? I am a selfish child. I’m sorry mom! I feel so low! Please pray that i am more patient and obedient not just to my mom but to God as well.

My mama is so beautiful! Inside and out :)

Praying is our connection, our bridge, our communication.

college isn’t so bad. I feel too free! i need to manage my time better but im getting there!! attending my first party in a couple of weeks!! hahaahah getting down and dirty! jk jk its a required event i have to attend! hehe or IS IT?!!! 

He’s leaving tomorrow. :( i don’t even know how to feel right now?! It’s definitely a celebrating moment, but secretly im wishing he wasn’t leaving so soon. I’m definitely torn right now. It’s so sudden you know? Man, i don’t even know what to say to him. It’s hitting me emotionally. haha i know he’ll be back *cough in like 5 months but i can do it :| ..oh boy! You may think it’s a short period of time, but when you see someone routinely, then all of a sudden you wont anymore, it’s a strange feeling. Natary wants me to join her “long distance club” but nahhh her situation is worse. hahah well kudos to those who can do it! I definitely can’t. I don’t know how this will work. Endless webcaming ewwwww i hate webcaming!

SO DUMB! im so mad!!! i can’t sign up for classes yet because i have to meet my advisor, which i can’t meet till tomorrow because there’s too many people!! These thing would happen to me! i just got bad luck all over me! way to start the new year right? School starts Monday, i can’t get my classes, can’t go to school, my loans haven’t came in! so no lap top, no glasses, im broke with $6.00 in my bank and i’m worried to death about yeng because he got into an accident. I need God!! Please Pray for me! i just don’t know what to do!

The only time i come on tumblr is to COMPLAIN!!! so excuse me if i always say emo stuff! tumblr is my stress reliever!! but man!!! TOTAL DISRESPECT! UGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH! see it helps sort of….

I give you an inch and you take a mile
You make mistakes
That erase
When you smile
I’m starting to feel like it ain’t alright
How can you care
If i dont
Cross your mind?


Cause i
Say i wanna talk but you just push me away
Tell me your leavin when i want you to stay, oh
Never thought that loving you would hurt me this way
But im the only one to blame
Cause im always saying


Its okay
Its alright
I put the pain away and let it slide
I forgive
And forget it
And then you promise me i wont regret it
But i do
Its not right
Because i turn around and let it slide
Am i crazy for thinking
That someday you’ll change things
When you keep on crossing the line?